Saturday, October 16, 2010

Loneliness....




Lonely?? What is the meaning?
One day, I asked a friend of mine this question," Don't you felt lonely sometimes?
He gave me a really good answer.....and I think I learned from the answer!
He told me," Loneliness is just state of mind. You can be alone but still not feel lonely. This is something that we all have to learn, how to enjoy doing things by ourself, without the constant need of a companion."
Frankly speaking, I think everyone know what it means but does everyone know how to do it?
I think I really need to do it not just understand it.......
But ,do you know that there are animals live alone for their entire life?
Such as, almost all spider, orang utan , leopard, eagles, polar bear and etc.........
So, what about you? Can you live alone? Or learn to enjoy doing things when you alone?
And..........I'm still learning too.........

Monday, September 27, 2010

Taipei Part 1

I been to taipei many times....but this is the first time I came here with my parents. It's a very different experience to me....cos there are lots of things that we need to take care of their needs...what to eat,where to go and they tired or not....for us,even tired we still can able to walk around until we half dead....

Somehow,I can understand why they are tired....and all the things that mummy bought are all for the family members....mummy always love children!I love my mummy!

When we reach hotel,we still do face mask together.....they also fall asleep very early...
But,I know that enjoy the trip so far.....that's what I love it too.....

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Taking Flt Alone....

I always travel to taipei and alone....but today the feeling seems so different....
Felt a bit lonely today but also felt really calm and quiet...
I missed someone to travel with me so much....
I missed laying beside his shoulder while travel....taking pics with him while travel....
Maybe I really get used with him around....

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Huggings.........Penguin!!!!

One of my friend send me a card....The front page of the card it's a picture of a penguin walking with flips open widely in the snow....

Have you guys always thought why penguin walk with its flips open widely? For balancing?For using it whenever it dive into the big sea?If I ask the question,do I get all sorts of answers?
This card send me a really meaningful message for me....I love the message that the card wrote!

The card wrote," Few things are worse than being in the hug position and no one to hug!"....
What's your reaction if you got this card?
I felt really meaningful and love the penguin so much.....
What about you?

Monday, September 13, 2010

Forgive.....Ending




原谅说来简单做起来好难。。。

我现在的心情就是这样。当你很相信的人突然,告诉你他隐瞒了你做一些你很恨的事有两年。。。。你会是这样的心情呢?我的心好痛!真的有点不能接受!不是要如何是好?

如果发生在你们的身上你们会如何?

不过,我知道我要勇敢的面对。

原谅了他,怕后悔,怕他再骗我!不原谅又很舍不得!依赖了他五年。。。说久不久,说长不长。。。就像是失去了一双脚,不知道如何走路了!一直以来,以为自己很独立,很勇敢!

不过,当事情发生在自己身上,要分开了,才知道原来我很依赖他!

现在,分开了!真的要告诉自己到了时年啦!自己该学走路了!勇敢吧!

心,原来可以那么痛!

我真的很希望我心里的天空可以快点明亮起来!

Friday, February 5, 2010

Foundation, BB Cream & Mask!!!

I'm not an expert in beauty......But,recently I started to know more about my own face...

Due to my work,I need to make up for a long hour and the altitude made my face become dehydrating and also oily....

At the first 3months, my face conditioned become terrible due to the blockage inside the face layer.
I felt so terrible and disappointed with the conditioned of my face....peeling,acne,redness and also looks old....

That's why I'm writing this to remind myself and also to help anyone with skin problems....

From my experience,the first step you need to do is to treat your face.
There are two way to save the above face problems......
1) Seek the skin doctor or specialist : You have to eat medicine and also using the correct cleanser and moisturiser (this are the most fastest but the most expensive way)
2) Seek the skin beautician : You will be given the correct skin products and also treatments (this are more slower and also expensive way but cheaper than no. 1.
Somehow, both can really save your skin problems........Never ever try yourself on any skin products without really knowing whether it's suitable to your face.....this will make your face problems even worst.....
After the conditioned of your face become better, the next thing you have to do is maintain and make it better......never be lazy girl......
Last time, I doesn't know that when we make up, we need to choose the right foundation that suitable for your face is very important. Why should we need a good and suitable foundation?

Choosing which make up foundation to use is perhaps the most important decision in a makeup regimen. This is true for several reasons. Primarily, if your foundation does not closely match your skin tone in terms of depth - lightness or darkness - as well as matching your skin's undertones, the makeup can look cakey or costumey. Second, if the foundation is not made from quality ingredients, you can actually do your skin harm. So, even if you're on a budget, a good foundation is one cosmetic for which it's worth making an educated purchase. Consider visiting a cosmetics counter for a foundation that will improve both the appearance and health of your skin.
At the end, I found this liquid foundation that really suitable to my sensitive dry skin. It's a hydrating moisture liquid foundation (for the face) and Creamy Concealer Kit (foundation for the eye area). Before I bought this, I did try a lots of brand. But, I felt that this is more comfortable and not cakey when u wearing it on face. Since I bought it until now, during work I felt that this foundation indeed its good.....I do not felt my face oily, dry,cakey or smudge even thou I wear it for long hours......Even thou, the price is not so cheap but I felt it is reasonable and can use longer time because we just need a small amount to use it for the whole face.
If you think that you really do not wished to use any kinds of foundations, then I can introduce this type of BB Cream that I felt its good. This product can cover the skin flaw naturally and it's not so oily from other brands. So,it can substitute any make up + foundation. For my skin type (surface is dry but inner is oily and a bit sensitive), I felt that B.B.Cream is a bit oily no matter what kind of brands when wore on long hours......
What is B.B.Cream?
The BB cream is the hottest beauty product in Asia right now. The product was originated in Germany and used by dermatologists to help patients who have gone through laser skin surgery soothe and regenerate the skin.Soon after, Korean celebrities started using the cream and a craze was born. Big companies then took the idea and turn edit into a product widely available to the public. The new product is suitable for all skin types, especially those with sensitive and acne-prone skin. It has the advantages of both a makeup and skincare product.It can even out skin-tone, dark circles, acne scars and add radiance to the skin without the heavy mask like effects of a foundation. Prolonged used of the product will also help improve the overall texture of the skin and fade acne scars.BB cream are like tinted moisturizers but the difference is that BB creams are thicker in texture and can have many other functions such as healing, concealing, moisturizing, whitening, soothing skin tone imperfections and some even have got a SPF factor.
As for the mask, I felt that this are some of the good mask that I ever tried. This mask can be used daily or twice a week and it's suitable for all types of skin. It's indeed value for money. The price is cheap and the essences are more than any other brands.
These are all the things that I felt its really good to me but I still suggest that everyone of you try it on yourself as everyone have very different type of skin.....






My New Favourite Books......


The books are written by a Japanese girl named, "高木真子".
It's a type of comic cum short stories book.
During one of my off day, I brought my nephew to bookstore to read books.Coincidence,I flip over one of the book and I find it interesting.
Maybe due to the colour and the pictures inside the book attract me to buy it. Furthermore,the Chinese words inside the book are not so hard......suitable for my poor standard of Chinese language....
The first book I bought is the,"第一次一个人旅行" (Travelling Along). Because I love to travel here and there,so this title really attract my attention. After finish the first book that I bought, I found that the book is so close to the my life....maybe everyone.....
This had encourage me to buy the second and third book, "一个人住第五年"(The First Five Years Staying Alone) ; "一个人的第一次" (The First Time).....
I love the real stories about the writer expressed in all the books.........It seems touch my heart when I'm reading her books.....I felt that whatever that she drew and wrote are so close to our life although the stories about everything happened to her in Japan.
I will keep on continue buying her books because I felt it's really very easy to read,to see and to understand what she want to express. From the books,I also felt that I learned a lots of things and start thinking differently..............
If you are a person that like me, who lazy to read books that filled with thousands and millions of words, know a bit about the Chinese character or expert in Japanese (because her books only in Chinese and Japanese version) and love to read comics...I think this book should suitable to you............
Happy reading..........

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Krabi trip!!!!!Beautiful Island!!



Krabi is just an island in Thailand. It's a place fulled of many beautiful small islands. I love the place very much.....
The trip is on last year 2009 and because I got no time to updated in my blog until now.This is also the ever first oversea trip for me and Edward.It's not the whole Krabi Island that we explored but there's a tourist spot named Ao Nang that we hang around.
I planned the trip all by myself.I'm those type of ppl who don't really like to join or find a travel agency to help me arrange everything. I prefer searching my own for hotels,tickets and places of interest.

I choose a boutique hotel named "The Small Hotel". It's a sister hotel owned by "The Hotel Playa Krabi",which is a 5star hotel in Krabi.The package offered by the hotel included upgraded mini suite with breakfast, 1dinner for two,4-islands hopping included lunch for two and the airport transfer.
In Krabi, you can get even more choices of hotel when u reach there. Cheap,luxury and even exotic hotel you can get there. I got the package from the MATTA FAIR 2009. For me,it's indeed a cheap and money worth package.....I really got a very happy,relaxing and enjoyable time in Ao Nang,Krabi.
Although,it's just a 3days 2nights trip.However,I really wished that I can stay longer there. The place is so much beautiful and warm. You can just walking on the street with no worries about snatch-thief, where to go, and what things you would like to do......
There are lots of cuisine restaurants; Thai food,Western food,Chinese food,Indian food and etc. If you are a drinker,I can guaranteed that you sure will love the place.The beer is much more cheaper than in Malaysia. I think you can buy 2big bottle of beer in Ao Nang with the price of 1bottle here....
During day time,you can find peaceful,sea-breeze,sunshine and friendly ppl around you. I can suggest those who lazy and tired walking can rent a motorbike to travel around the places. This what we did because the weather is really hot during day time.Or you can go for elephant rides,tiger cave,islands hopping,diving,fishing,massaging or lots more water activities.........
While,the night life is much more crowded, noisy and happening. You started can see lots of restaurants that closed in the day all seems awake in the darkness. Bars and lounges also popping out during night time.This is where the time for girls to shop around as well......(cos the weather is so cooling at night).
As for the islands hopping that we went are Tud Islands,Chicken Island,Railey Islands and also Toda Islands. It's also one of the activities that I felt memorable.You can see the islands is so beautiful and rural. Although the weather is really hot but I love the scenery. They also provided very good services during the islands hopping.
There's a story when I go to Railey Island.In that island,there's a small cave temple named "Pranang"(might be wrong spelling).long long ago,there live a girl called Pranang that had committed suicide because of a man. For Thai,they believe she had a superb power to grant ppl's wishes but once your wishes came true,you must make a wood craft alike penis to her as a return.It's because long long ago,there's a fisherman was caught in the thunderstorm while he is fishing nearby the island.So,he shouted,"Pranang,if u can stop the thunder storm and let me go back home save,I'll give you penis for return". After he vow,the thunder storm really stop.The fisherman kept his promise and bring a penis made from wood as a return to thank Pranang.For me,I felt so unbelievable and scary.....
Here comes the food...........the food in Krabi are definitely suitable for Malaysian.We loved it so much and it's really tasty.....even the stall beside the road is also superb.....especially the BBQ Squid...........It's really goes well with the beer......but Edward love so much for the shrimp with asparagus that we had in the restaurant named Echo......
I really love the place and I do hope I can go back again.......
Lastly,sorry for my broken english......just felt wrote it this way....hehhehehe